So many things have change and happened in my life in that span of time..
If you will gonna asked me why I'm back? Simply because I want to escape from my reality..
Yes.. I just need an oulet.. Right now I'm in trouble..in pain..
I wish this is a nightmare I'm dealing right now..
I thought this will never happen to me..
Life is unfair.. I don't need to blame anyone but myself..
I easily trusted someone..
I thought I found my real happiness..
I thought He will always be there by my side..
It's not easy to accept things..
Right now there are lot of things going on my mind..
My heart was so broken...
If only I can turn back the time..
Now I can say that I have done the biggest mistake in my life..
I thought he will stay with me forever..
I thought he will never let me down..
I thought I was chasing a pot of gold...only to find out that it was just cornflakes..
If only I can change the past...But everything was said and done..
He leaves me with a broken heart... My heart is full of patches.. I tried so hard and believe that everything will gonna be fine as long as we're together.. But I was wrong.. He just leave me with even more wounded heart..
I don't have the right to ask GOD why this is all happening..
HE gave me signs but I ignored it..thinking that this MAN i knew was the one for me..
I was totally wrong easily trusting a stranger.. I trusted him soo much.. that I even fight for him..
But now he left me.. he left me with so much pain..so much fear.. I wish I can turn back the time.. If only I can...
I was so blinded by this so called LOVE that I didn't see that He's only fooling me...Making me believe that He'll always be with me..
I wish this is only a nightmare and please somebody wake me up!!!
